I think i made some furious mistakes by acting late on many accounts. And i know it would not be late for her though. if i woluld have said yes now and would have ditched later which probably would have happened, then i think things would have been worst for her. I dont know if i should fall to my friends or not? Heart says i should not as i must not enjoy a suppot sytem which she may not be having. I should keep my self equally suffered if i have made her suffer (which i really dont feel so). I dont want to tell her the exact reasons why i so called ditched her but i know one thing ok, that what i did will be good for her and very very good if she finds a real good guy. Somewhere down the line she is not regrettiung break up with me, but she is regretting why she said no to 2-3 proposals which were in front of her and were extremely good as she says. But mind you, we never met till those proposals were there. (Dont know was my name used to avoid marriage at that age of 21/22)? I think she is afraid thatshe may not get that type of proposals now! i think she would definitely get as my mom prays for her and when my mom prays it is sure that it would be fulfilled. i wanted to say SORRY in front of her, but could not. Didnt have the guts to say so or say did not want to see a single tear in her eyes. She has been a very sweet friend. I think i confused friendship with relationship and thats were the problem started......................
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