Is man a sex freak only?

She blamed me that i was a sex freak thats why i kept this relationship for 6 odd years. It may amuse but the fact is i never met her for 3 years. And in rest 3 years i.e. 1096 days we must have not met more than 50 times. She said i was never able to take out time. I dont know, may be she is correct. I want to reach to the top positions as i feel i am already late. may be she is correct also that i was a sex freak only as we almost kissed for 30 times and some other things apart from it which i would not like to mention, but not to that extent that i should be sorry for now. I think even she wanted it. She never said it. May be in general girls don't say this. i really dont understand if she never wanted it she would have said it. Why to blame her, there were many things which i did not want still had to do. I was always like "she should not feel" attitude, but at this junction, i feel that was excess of my mind thinking of not hurting her, I should have been straight forward as well. I never learnt how to say NO. I never said no thats the main problem. I dont know if i am over reacting to this situation? Would i be able to keep blogging in future?