Confused mind creates problems only

I never thought i would do wrong intentionally/unintentionally. I have been living lovely life till i got into a strange relationship..Relationship that was embarked with only emotions..Dont know if ever i was in love..dont know if that could even termed to be love..Trying to find out the reason of entering into such relationship..was that just the luct for having a relationship..or did i confuse friendhip with relationship..confusinf relations vleed heart at the end..or when u dont want to do bad be sure because you sometimes do bad unknowingly..Then people will make you count..they surely will..tough day of my life when i can't face myself not because my decision may be wrong but because its late decision..dont know what god wants..Saying NO is really tough..Have never said no to anyone ever for any work..dont know why..may be my perception taht this decision will prove to be right for her lifetime go correct..Not may be, i think it would if she gets a good husband the it surely will..you never know whether there is Mental compatibility between the two or not..she never walked with me..still i dont know if i did right or wrong..Confusion increased because of her also..she wanted at any cost..dont know the reasons..not able to make it why her parents also created scene after scene..It would be wrong to blame them though, afterall they are the PARENTS..i am 24 and dont know if i was right or wrong..if you are able to understand what i wrote i am sure you must have experienced it in some or the other manner..